In order to provide more points of view and experience on my channel, I’m interviewing people involved in Scientology and other destructive cults and getting their stories.
In this episode, we talk about her time at the LRH Life Exhibition and what it was like to promote the nonsense story the Church tells about Hubbard’s life, who actually bothers to come see this exhibit and where all those awards Hubbard gets actually come from. We then get into how she was transferred to work in Scientology’s monolithic management bureaucracy, the insanity of life as a local org staff member and the unexpected twists and turns her life took as a result.
These interviews are fantastic Chris – very informative. Thanks to both of you!
I was a member in Scientology but I quit and I don’t want contact with them, I even don’t feel like going there to give back some parts of my uniform which I don’t need. What are the chances that they would try to come into my home when I’m not there? A very strange thing happened today. I came back home from work and I saw that the light was on inside the room and nobody was inside. My husband left to work after me and he never leaved the light on. If it was Scientology hired agents why would they leave the light on? Could it be that they did it on purpose to let me know: Hey, we’ve come after you? Or should it be a warning sign for me to move out from there and look for other place? I want to live in Berlin and it’s very hard to get accomodation here. I asked my husband did he leave the light on and he said he doesn’t remember. Yesterday I had a guest who saw my work schedule on the wall, so he knew what time I go and come back and he also asked me what time my husband will go and come back. He is a co-manager of this building that provides apartments for rent and he is also one of those people who has the emergency key that is suitable for all apartments in case of the fire. I know Scientology owns Hollywood and I know this has been after me since long, long time before I got into the trap of Scientology, and they are using my life stories for yhe inspiration to movies and music videos, sometimes for the advertisements… But I don’t think that it’s only Scientology involved. Please help me. I’m really scared that they can use me to do something bad to the world. I joined Scientology only because they I was told there that they are doing very big things to save the world but while I was there I realised they were trully focused mainly on profits and money.
It’s rare that they are going to try that kind of intimidation tactic on someone that blatantly, especially if it’s simply a matter of you having been on staff for a while and then left. However, it’s always best to be safe than sorry with these guys so if I were you and I suspected someone was getting into my place, I’d change the locks and alert the landlord and neighbors to watch for any suspicious signs of people lurking around or anything like that.
Since the very first day I got into Scientology they wanted to give me a room there. They said that they found it for me, but after one month they said it’s their own apartments which they are giving only for the members. The price was very atractive. I wanted to move there but my husband didn’t agree. I also told them stright that I don’t want to move there because I wany to have privacy in my life. Is there any way how I can check if they did this to me or not or am I just being paranoid? Or is it the exact state they want me to be at to take full controll of me and my life and the people who either similar to me or exactly like me?
For your own sake, if you are being followed around or stalked, you should not be contacting me like this in a public forum. Email me directly and privately using the contact form on this blog.
Thanks a lot for your reply. I never knew before that the exact name for this problem is stalking. I think reading about it will help me a lot. My husband just called me and said that he thinks he just forgot to turn it off because it was 1 p.m. and the sun was shining that time, so he didn’t even realise that the light was on. It must have been the sign from my Guardian Angel to give back the uniform as soon as possible, even if I don’t have time for it.
.Chris, my man. Let me dress up your comment page a little with my recent essay where I weigh on Hubbard’s contribution to the world at large, good vs bad, as I was confronted by an innocent man asking me please to favour the good. He obviously had had some fun as an auditor, so I wanted to make this easy at the get-go, try not clobber him too abrubtly. Here ya go: (Hey Ann, thanks for sharing, but don’t do it anymore, not under Ann, anyways, ok? Just take the worry out. K, hearts to you)
OH MY GOD.
Oh, dear. I’m lost, where to begin….
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I understand the phenomenon: love for LRH. I suffered that affliction until quite recently, I’m a little embarrassed to admit.
I beg you to step back, take a look at the man starting pre-1950, when he began to famously mold himself into a notorious, and shamelessly self-agrandizing story teller.
Dip your toes into the early future from that moment, and notice how brutal he would become when confronted with any crticism. Note how that characteristic, along with his penchant for telling you how he knows so much more than all the rest of man and the history of knowledge, and keep separate from that your personal feelings towards the man, including intellectual achievements. Just look at what he created.
He created a trap.
Once in, you were severly punished for expressing any doubt about that trap, doubt about the founder in particular.
He reinforced the trap.
He threatened you, anyone inside the trap, with isolation for eternity if you were to leave the trap or go to the media, specifically the media, to be critical of the trap in any way.
The trap is the church. The trap IS the tech, as the true purpose of that tech is again to keep you trapped, hypnotized into thinking the garden-variety therapy he actually delivers is “actually” the path to Total Freedom and the supposed salvation of mankind. Forget whether or not you bought this story. Just look at what I mean, when i say it is a trap, one that will sting very much, if you try to touch the fence. The punishment. The relentless disregard for everything and everybody in your life that you love. All that is waged against you in order to keep you in that trap.
Hubbard died his body riddled with drugs, his mind lost despite the heavy doses of anti-psychotics, himself the victim of acute paranoia. He was thus isolated from himself, a total failure. He died in hiding from himself, his church, his doctrine and, most of all, you.
He died refusing to tell you the truth.
And he died proving the tech does not work, except to keep his followers intranced and/or in the trap. Keep Scientology Working, indeed.
Each Scientologist represents one family brutally torn apart. That, to me, makes further the measure of good verses harm in terms of Scientology a useless endeavour. Oh, dear. Now I need a kleenex.-mm
Chris, thanks and keep up the good work. Good to be on the winning team, yours.
Oh, and did you can the eMeter story? Good. I think you should. Write on that tool of deception and don’t doubt it, I’m going to rip it metaphysically apart, to oblivion, WITH MY MIND. I hope that made you knees shudder.
I do not feel the box worthy of mention, I mean to say, and if you do I’ll be compelled to balance that out with my,… view, which might use language less the discreet. It just pisses me off. The thing is, it is just categorical hypnosis, Hubbard’s true fascination. That was his favorite toy to do the trick, [ THE CON ]
and I’d really rather talk about MRI machines that actually DO tell you something about the brain, at least, than some charlettin box creep tool pretending to be something, thanks.