To provide more points of view and experience on my channel, I’m interviewing people involved in Scientology and other destructive cults and getting their stories.
This is the final episode in our series of interviews covering Robyn’s entire Scientology experience from a teenager until she was eventually divorced twice, a single mother out of the Sea Org and kicked to the curb by Scientology for trying to think and live on her own terms.
Robyn just slayed me as I was listening to this when she said, “I didn’t want to lose my chance to move on The Bridge.” showing me the eye of total sincerity, like the sincerity I had when I was giving all I had to give to these people, no matter what they asked for, I was just lucky, sheer dumb luck for me, that they never asked me to do things so horrible, like, calling people to trick them into divulgiing information, cripes no. They just wanted my life, after my pockets were empty of course, I simply said ok. I wanted that Bridge and it was going to be just fine.
We did all think, regard ourselves as a sort of righteous…spirit if you will, whilst being believers. I saw the similar experiece in Robyn’s voice, knew she had it, when she said that about losing her chance.There is a price for harbouring such a thought, I’d tell you about it but it is so difficult. It is always hard talking about belief systems and mental health and deception all in the same breath, for anybody, and some get quite upset and set in their ways pretty early in the game.
So, nice to meet you, everybody…
Cuts a little close to the bone as I remember being in, harbouring the same desire, completely deluded into thinking I was thinking, when in fact my actual thinking was shut off. Unwittingly, I had shifted to autopilot, a scary way to put it, but actually one razor sharp analogy. I believed in a pot of gold as real as that one at the end of the proverbial rainbow, operative word, “believed”. Hearts. Thanks for delivering the package. -agent mm, decodified